Thursday, 15 June 2017

dia dah tidur

Dear diary...
awal amjan tido malam ni..
and asfaa sangat bosan ni..
mau packing pun malas..
mau belajar pun xda mood hahaha..

i will be like..
reading a manga for 15 minutes..
then check his ws..
then scroll fb.. for 30 minutes..
then check ws..
then.. messages him in twitter..
then check ws..
and.. im here.. on my blog huhuuu..

lately.. i have so much troubles.. and problems.. hahaha..
sokaylahh senyum jaa.. :')

u know.. sometimes..
im just keep waiting a moment wif him..
a day that i can spend.. time wif something that he likes..
like games.. and cant wait to make him lose in his own game gahahaha..
also.. cant wait.. to do things that i like.. haha.. like do him a make up..
or baking cakes wif me.. helping me.. wif the house stuff.. gardening.. hahaha

i like all of that stuff..
and.. asfa mau buat semua benda tu ngan dia..
asfa paling nak sangat.. stay kat pantai ngan dia.. tgok laut jaa..
just spend the day together..

sedih jugalahhh..
bila kita niat nak buat semua ni kan...
kadang terfikir juga..
bukan kadang lah.. selalu..
terfikir..
kalau smua tu hayalan jaa faa?
kalau tu cuma sekadar impian jaa faa?
kau sanggup faa?
yaa.. asfa sanggup..
i wont even stop dreaming and thinking about it..

sokay.. if its hurts.. im okay wif pain..
im gonna use to it..
im just not use to live without him..
that was one of my biggest fear n nightmare..

love u jan...
semoga sentiasa sihat..
insyallah..

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