Thursday, 9 February 2017

goodnight prince ❤

Dear diary..
its already one o'clock..
i just stay late tonight..
i just wanna makesure he really sleep tonight.. im afraid if he wakes up again like lastnight..
coz he is searching me lastnight while im already sleep.. i just dont want him to be alone.. and dont get enough sleep..
and.. barusan lahh dia bedengkur nii lagi... nda pernah lah suaa dia bedengkur since last jumpa dia haritu.. mmg rasa sunyi gilaa lah..
ni pun masi guna earphone lagi ni.. masi oncall.. but dia tido daa tehee..

mmg tiap kali dia bedengkur tu..
mmg asfa automatik ngantuk juaa ni..
but nak post blog jap.. sblum tido..

rasa happy lahh malam ni..
sbb dia ada baca memo mlm ni..
best jaa dgr dia balas smua memo tu..
and seriously.. mmg asfa tak ingtlh asfa ada tulis benda tu semua hahaha..
and.. rasa happy sgt lah.. dia mkn dah coklat kisses tu.. seblum benda tu expired dah.. tehee..

memanglahkan ..
memang susah mau percaya kn org dah.. when u had a bad past kn..
but thats a good thing actually..
kalau dia x risau.. dia x sayang lah kan..
and i really dont want to be his past.
i want to be his future.. present.. and forever..
and my forever is him..

pedulilahh apa org nak ckp sal dia..
or apa yg dia pikir sal dirinya..
i just want him..
and i wont ever let go..

and memanglah..
rasa sayang.. rasa kasih.. and cinta tu..
memang agak susah lah nak kekal..
as time goes by.. there will be fights and problems..
and as i said to him..
i really afraid if he change..
sangat sangat takut benda tu..
sebab asfa sangat suka amjan sekrang ni.. i just dont want to cause any trouble again..

sometimes i tot..
will all of this worth it?
can i make it?
can i make him mine forever?
and.. when i remember.. all of my memories with him.. i want it to be forever.. always remain in my heart..
so in the end..
i just want to do the best that i could.. every day with him..

dear love..
please takecare yourself for me..
and for urself..
always remember that im always here..
u re my future.. ❤
goodnight.. sweetdreams..
hahaha.. this snoring.. really makes me feels sleepy.. hadoiiii.. cam kena lollaby oleh amjan ni.. hahaha
bah.. babye.. ❤

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