Thursday, 16 February 2017

dreams

Dear diary..
lastnight memang sangat terok lahh..
barusan lagi kena migraine.. and its feel so awful..
asfa jaga makan jugaa..
tidur pun..
awal jaa asfa tido..
i guess maybe sbb tekejut kemarin pagi sbb telewat bangun kan..
and lambat sarapan jugaa kemarin..
hmm.. mau beli panadol soluble pun..
lewat dah.. so, menahan jaa lah smlm..
i cant even see the phone screen lastnight.. sbb cahaya diaa.. sakit sgt mataa.. kn.. hmm..

and seriously..
asfa barusan gik awal tido dr amjan ni smlm.. i hope he sleep well.. sbb asfa call juaa dia time midnight.. nda juaa dia angkat phone.. i guess tido dah dia kali..

mmg x lena lah asfa tido semlm..
sbb bedenyut2 kan bhgn kiri kepala..
but the best part of it..
setiap kali asfa tido kan semalam..
asfa temimpi dia ni..

yang first asfa tido kan..
lepas chat ngan amjan kan..
asfa mimpi yang kami pegi beli belah d supermarket utk brg rumah ni..
and adalah.. sometimes tu begaduh gegara x sependapat sal brg yg mau dibeli.. but last2 amjan juaa yg mengalah.. hahaha..

then.. asfa tebangun lagi..
jam 12 lebih lah gitu..
asfa try ni kol amjan.. but he didnt answer.. byk kali juak lah asfa kol..
then lama2 givup suaa..
then asfa tetidoo gik..
and lagi asfa mimpi lagi diaa..
tyme tuu mmg sakit gila dh kepala ni..
macam rasa mau hentak jaakk kepala d dinding lah..
but dlm mimpi tu kan..
biasanya asfa mimpi amjan baring d peha asfa.. but kali ni beza pulak..
asfa yg baring d peha dia ni..
asfa baring d peha nya kan..
sambil pelok ni lengan nya..
tbh lahhh.. i really miss his arm so much.. rindu mau pelok lengan dia ni tyme dia drive.. baring di bahu nya..
amjan belai rambut asfa tyme ni..
and urut kepala asfa..
then asfa tebangun lagi.. jam 2 lebih lah gitu.. and tyme ni.. u know what..
migraine asfa x rasa dah..
oke dah.. alhamdullah..
asfa try gik kol amjan tyme ni..
but still dia tak angkat jugak..
so, asfa tido balik.. sampailah pagi..

i really miss my boyfriend rn..
seeing him happy.. smile..
will be the best moment in my life..
he treat me like a princess.. n i will treat him like the last king in my life..
i love you amjan.. so much..

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