Sunday, 8 January 2017

tears versus happiness

Dear diary..
its feel so awful to have migrain rn..
lama dah asfa tak kena..
but tetiba td petang..
my left head feels like its gonna burst !!
bila migrain.. kaw lapar pun kaw rasa kenyang.. and till the maximum ..
you feel like throwing up..
otak kaw bedenyut2..  and cahaya buat mata kaw sakit gila..

hmmm.. tahan diri jaa lah td..
sekali bekeringat dah.. mcm apa..
hmm kuatkn diri jaa p cafe beli ubat..
sekali di cafe.. tehidu bauu ayam..
yaa ampunnn.. gilaa macm asfa mau temunth dh depan kedai ayam tuu td..
nasib lahh leh thn..
belari ke bilik.. then muntah...

lepas muntahkn segalanya..
situlah rasa lapar balek..
mcm sekarang ni..
tebgun pun sebb lapar..
but xda dah mknn asfa..
maggie? lama dah asfa x mkn maggie..
adapun roti.. but roti tuu tinggal satu..
utk esok.. nak mkn seblum exam esok..
hmmmhhh.. sabar jaa lah..
tepaksa telan air biasa jaa..

bilaa kaw rindu sangat ngan someone..
rindu gilaa nak dgr suara nyaa..
then ngam2 kaw tbangun midnight..
u call him..
u thought.. he didnt answer it..
u thought he is sleeping..
but.. he answered..
dunno.. kaw rasa nikmat jaa..
yang dia jawab kol kaw..
he answered.. "hello?"
ayat tuu jaa dah buat kaw happy..
u longing for him..
i said "i love you"
actually.. i cried..
netaulahh.. asfa ndaa tetahn nangis semlm..
he ask.. " selesema ka faa?"..
i said.. no.. i smile..

he is busy studying rn.. i guess
we both had exam tomorrow..
so .. maybe i will disturb him.. next time maybe..
nasiblah dia jauh..
kalau ndaa.. suda pelok diaa..
diaa study kaa tido kaa..
still nak pelok diaa mcm gam..
mcm koala pelok pokok..
hahaha..

best kan.. bila kaw sedih..
then tetiba kaw ingat sorang jaa..
kaw rasa happy.. all ur problem just dissappear for a while..
asfa teingat.. tyme mau salam..dia aritu.. he said.. tiada duit kecil..
kuang hajoo kan.. then lama2 asfa mau salam.. ndaa diaa bagi..
asfa kata.. takpayah lah kalau nemau..
then lepastu dia salam juaa.. hahaha ..
i kiss her hand... once
he kiss my cheeks twice..

love you dear..
goodluck for tomorrow..
get 100/100..
emmuaahhhh.. *kisses*

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