Sunday, 1 January 2017

sabar hati.. ❤

Dear diary..
baru jaa ni td pagi asfa kol amjan..
then planning.. nak cuci kain..
sekali.. lepas kol rasa nak baring jap gik.. namun diri ini tak menyedari..
telah terlena dibuai mimpi hahahaha..

and sekali lagi i dreamt amjan haha

tyme dlm mimpi tuu ..
asfa tgh study kimia..
asfa study d lobi ka d balkoni ..
tak pasti.. but mcm tuu lah..
then kan.. start mcm nak mendung..
then ada satu susuk tubuh ni..
bersinar n becahaya.. amboiii hahahaha..
itu amjann.. his wearing his white shirt..
i dunno lahh.. im actually really like to see a guy in black..
but this guy prove my eyes were wrong.. coz.. i see a guy now so awesome with a white shirt..
handsome bahhh amjan dlm mimpi asfa.. guna shirt putih... maiigooshhh..

but kan.. his face looks really tired..
but he still smile at me..
he didnt talk much..
he sat next to me..
then amjan baring d peha asfa..
and rasa berat kepala. amjan tu d peha asfa mmg asfa dpt rasa gila..
i hold his hand.. and kiss it.. then
he close his eyes.. and went to sleep..

and.. that time..
i cant even study again..
coz.. my eyes .. my mind.. all part of my body.. so focus with his face..

i know.. theres a trillions of a guy and more.. in this world..
i choose him.. to be my life partner..
i kiss him on the forehead..
asfa belai rambut amjan tyme tuu..
he didnt even realised.. coz he is sleeping.. but weird..
he is not snoring hahhaha..
so quiet... and.. im fall asleep too..

then kan..
tetiba hujan..
tyme tuu asfa tido dah..
asfa besandar .. asfa xle baring sebab amjan d peha asfa..
but asfa x sedar tyme amjan sedar dah..
when he wake up ..
he kiss my forehead..
and belai pipi asfa..
then.. his gone..
and im wake up.. in reality... urghhhh!

AAARRRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ASFAAAA RIIINNDDUUUUU AMJAAAANNN... huarrrggghhhhhhh
mau pelok amjan...
mau kiss...
mau pegg tangannyaaa...
hmmmmm...

AMJANNNN asfa rinduuu..

sejak tiga hari ni kan..
asfa mmg lahhh x lalu nak makan..
mau makan nasi pun macam xda selera.. everything looks the same..
and sampai kawan2 pun bingung di buat.. sebb barusan dorg pelawa asfa makan.. but for the first time i said no..
coz im craving something..
then they ask.. "kau craving apa?"..
hahahagaga... mau jak asfa cakap..
"aq craving bui ku... mohd hamzan jamaludin... yg tinggal d kongsi 8 tawau"... but instead of saying that..
i said "adalah" hmmmm.. hahaha
then dorang tanya...
asfa nak sosej?
i said.. no..
asfa nak ayam?
i said.. no..
asfa nak jagung?
i said.. no again..
yet my heart screaming...
 "aq mau amjaaaannn bahhhhh"
and lastly.. i said.. xpelah.. asfa nak mkn sup jaa..

hmmm.. kalau kawan tau ni asfa craving bui sendiri.. hahahaha
disumbat t mknn smuaa d mulut asfaa hahahaha... habislahhh so diamkn jaa diri..
xpaa faa sabar.. nda lama balik..
hati sabar k..t lepaslah rindu..
mata sabar k.. t dapat tgoklah amjan..
tgn sabar eh.. t dapatlah pgg amjan..
kaki pun sabar ehhhh jangan kaw belari p tawau skrg.. ada exam kita ni nakkk.. hahahaha.. sabar jap gik..
aq tau kw jugaa nda sabar kn..
aq pun nda sabar bongok...
hahahaha... k dahhh study..
hahahahaga.. wish me luck..
for the last five of ma papers..
k fighting.. hiyakkkk..
bismillah..

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