Friday, 2 December 2016

takecare dearself

Dear diary...
tiga kali asfa pegi klinik ari ni..
just a tiring day..

first2 .. td tgh hari..
that time mmg xda lah.. org..
so i go to the clinic by myself..
and as usual.. asal pegi klinik jaa hujan..
tabahkn jaa hati..
sbb asfa x thn dah ngn sakit telinga ni..
kuatkan jaa diri bangun then jalan kaki ke klinik..
then d klinik tu..
tiada lahh pulak ubat nya..
so kena tunggu sampai jam 6 ptg..
so.. asfa tido lah d klinik tu sampai jam 6..
then lepas jam 6..
baru naik bas.. pegi poliklinik..
jumpa pakar..
but dr pakar tu x check..
dia bg ubat jaa berdasarkn notes dr klinik yg first..

sekali balik...
hmmm sinilahh mula dah semakin terok..
asfa penaf gilaa menunggu..
sakit badan semuaa..
so asfa tido..
sekali rumet heran ni..
asfa x bgun2 dh..
di check badan...
dapat rasa lahh jugaa.. sejuk..
sbb bilik asfa ni mmg x sejuk..
but first time sejuk..
that moment.. mmg sakit telinga migraine.. demam semua becampur..
mata asfa pun dorg kata mcm layu gilaa.. mok pengsan jaa enda..
so dorg rushing call uber..
bawa p hosp..

d hosp.. bru d check telingaa..
dr kata benanah semuaa..
cell membrane tu kena kuman..
so.. di bg laih appointment..
utk ari isnin ni.. pegi queen elizabeth 1..

skang ni demam kurg lah..
but telinga masi x dpt dgr..
maybe sbb bekumpul air2 d telinga..
sakit tauuu.. tuhan je tau..
menangis eh asfa semalam..
sebab asfa xle tido..
asal telinga tuu.. betindih jaa.. dia akan sakit..
really appreciate lahh rumet n housemate yg caring ...
they all like my mothers..

and asfa mmg sedih lah..
asfa x suka susahkan org..
and.. nemau juga org risau sal asfa..
but today... ibu asfa pun sampai nangis..
sedih eh.. tengok ibu nangis.. melalui phone je..
asfa pun buat amjan risau.. and sedih juaa mlm ni....

i dont want lahh benda ni berlaku lagi..
i just wanna be healthy as soon as possible.. so i can focus n study..

semalam tu.. mmg asfa stress gila arr
tetiba lahh kn mau exam..
so kaw rasa kw le study n fokus dh utk final.. sekali dia kata ada lagi assignment.. sapa x stress kan..
hmmm...

just let me rest for tonight...
and i hope all my burden will disappear.. by tomorrow..
insyaallah amiin..



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