Friday, 9 December 2016

ma sweet dreamsq

Dear diary..
asfaa mauu nangissss
bukan mauuu memang nangiss.. pun dah.. huarghhhhhhh...

u know..
i dreamt bout amjan lastnight..
its feel so real ouhhhh... hehuuuu..
okeyylah asfa cita.. k..

in my dream..
dunno lahh.. its just like..
asfa nginap ngan family amjan..
so.. on the day kan..
we all talk.. and have fun lah..
but that time.. ive never seen amjan yet.. in that dream i just tot that he is working that time ...
so.. sampai malam lah..
asfa tak jumpa dia...
rumah tu dua tingkat tau..
so bilik asfa di tingkat atas lah..
but somehow that night kan..
asfa haus.. so i went downstairs.. to get ma drink..
and... tyme asfa turun kan..
asfa tertengok amjan ni..
dia x guna baju..
guna sluar.. nya jaa..
tyme tu kan.. maybe dia baru balik keja.. lewat dah lah.. mcm pukul 10 or 11 pm gituu..
so.. tyme tuu amjan ngah basuh2 muka.. dia..
so i get him some towel..
untuk lap muka dia..
i said.. " hai.. bang.. nahh.. lap muka"
i gave him the towel..
he take the towel..
then kan..
dia tgok sekeliling..
and u know what he did?

he kiss me on the lips..
he said.. " faa i miss you so much"
and of course lahh.. i kiss him back ..
then asfa injut kaki peluk diaa..
that hug feel so real gilaa ...
when i put my head on his chest..
maigoshhh mok nangis jaa ouhhh..
then kan..
alarm bunyi...
waktu masuknya solat subuh..

tyme asfa bangun tido kan..
serius asfa x ingat apa yg asfa mimpi..
u know when asfa ingat?
tyme mok amek wuduk..
tyme mok solat subuh tuu..
mmg sedih gilaa arrr..
its just i miss him so much ouhh..
mcm mau balek jak ni jumpa dia..
bawa dia lari... dr tawau..
mau culik ka .. apaka..

i just wanna hug him longer..
if i could.. i wont let go of him that time ouhhh..

but ...
as long as i know that he is healthy..
happy... and well there..
im okay.. with it..
kena tahan lah dulu perasaan ni semua.. t kalau jumpa diaa.. baru lepaskn semua.. baru dia tau..
sapa suwuh sweet sgt dlm mimpi hahahaha..

asfa trus tulis blog ni..
lepas solat subuh tau..
sebab nemau lupaa hahahaha...
i just dont want to forget bout this dream.. yeah eventhough..
i will never forget it..

buat masa karang ni..
ma future husband.. maybe tgh nyenyak tido..
netau dia mimpi apa...
hahahaha.. mimpi iron man kali..
eh entah lah.. hahaha..
asal dia happy..
tu jakkk..
makin tak sabar ni mau balik..
i wanna hug ma teddy ...
so much..
love you sayang..
takecare.. ❤

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