Thursday, 24 November 2016

ma teddy

Dear diary..
my teddy bear tido dah karang..
dia tido lepas dia kata..
"faa.. napa kw ketawa?"..
thennn nyyiiioottt..
dia di dunia nya dahh hahahahaga..
klu dia sebelah ku ni..
suda ku sepakkkk!
hiyaaaakkkkk!!!!!!

hmmmmmm..
rindunyaa pelok teddy ni..
dengar dia benafas tyme tido pun..
dh buat asfa rindu sgt ngan diaa..
ni nahh tetiba dia senyap..
rasa.. sunyi pulak.. kalau dia senyap tyme tido..
asfa fikir kan..
dia benafas ka?
dia bangun ka?..
klu dia bgun napa dia x bckp?
hurmmmm..
*pelok*
sayaaang amjan ku..
love u dear... ❤
goodnight
sweetdreams..

its 4am right now...
i hope i can sleep well enough..
nak sangat tidur dalam pelukan seseorang..
eventhough.. i hate being hug..
but i still hope theres someone.. will let me still in their warm hugs..
u know.. guys
i keep loving him everyday..
yeah he knows that..
i miss his breathing..
as soon as the phone off..
i cant avoid his presence..
its hurting me more.. if i avoided him..
thats why.. i cant get angry..
i let my ego away...
because.. its more hurting to see him hurt..

jan.. can i treasure u forever?
theres none of my night..
where i close my eyes not thinking bout you.. not imagine you..
i hope im brave enough.. to tell this..
to my father...
i need courage..
i just cant wait..
to be with you...
where everyday i can hug you..
eveyday.. i can see you.. meet you..
protect you..
be ur pillow.. and let all ur worries gone..

No comments:

Post a Comment

Blinking Domo