Monday, 21 November 2016

kaw cool syak

Dear diary..
im so depressed ouhhh..
lastnight i cant sleep..
ma roommate play on music..
i cant sleep when the lights open and when theres sound.. -_-

mau dekat jam 3 juaa smlm asfa tido..
sbb jam tuu baru dia mau tidoo..
hmmmpphh
actually i feel so lonely ouhh sini..
thats all..
yahh mmg d kolej kediaman ni ada 3000 org pelajar..
but i cant trust no one..
actually smlm kn asfa nak jln ngn kwn asfa yg selalu asfa ikut jalan..
so.. mlm tu.. asfa siapkan semuaa keja.. study semuaa subject.. so i can hv fun wif them esok tuu..

but they told me.. dorang x jd jln..
sbb dorang penat..
but then.. kann..
asfa baru nak study bh tuu..
i saw them jalan.. and dorg menunggu d bustop cafe..
their updated insta.. dorg d wanbi..
hmmpphh.. if u dont want me to join kan.. say the truth jaa lahh..
so.. i wont text u anymore.. senang..
jgnlah tipu... i know who i am..
i will go.. if u let me go..
and thats it.. simple..

for now nii..
mmg maw stay alone jaa sampai akhir sem.. stay ngn family jaa .. ngn amjan..
amjan jaa lah kwn .. bff semua.. huuhuu
maybe i hope too much kot..
i thought that we r already bffs.. but we r not.. hahahahaha..

btw esok.. asfa nak ke klinik hm
maybe sendiri juak..
asfa dh kol ibu td.. gitau sal sakit asfa ni hmmpp.. ibu kata minta teman.. t tejadi apa2 pulak..
masalahnyaa.. tiada jua org mau tmnkn asfa ni.. tgoklah cemanaa..
hati asfa nii sakit suaa.. selalu digunakan jaa haha.. so pedulilahh malas suaa ..
jaga diri sendiri.. n pikir sal diri sendiri jaa lah.. .diam jakk..
yalahh doakan jaa esok k..
tuu syak lahh hee..
wish me the best for my test tomorrow k.. ❤

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