Saturday, 26 November 2016

just my thoughts

Dear diary...
tak sedar.. tak lama dah nnti 10 bulan dh relay ngan dia..
asfa happy jaa sbb le kol amjan sampai tgh mlm..
asfa tau dia penat jugaa..
but dia still juga akan kol asfa..
u know.. sejak dia d pp..
asfa mmg buang jauh2 dh niat nak kol amjan mlm2 gini..
i tot he will never want it anymore..
yahhh.. i miss him since the last time i met him..
i just wanna make him mine soon..
real soon..
i love him so much..
dia berubah ka..
tak berubah..
setiap hari ... setiap malam
dia juga yg asfa cari
dia juga asfa fikir..
dia lah org yg asfa nak pelok setiap mlm...
i just want to focus on him n my study jaa..

benda ni semua kan..
biasa dh kan asfa kata?
di otak asfa ni..
carta paling atas.. mmg amjan ahh..
carta kedua makanan..
carta ketiga study..
yg lain smua lepastu...

bangun pagi..
tgok phone.. scroll
tgok ws.. kalau ada amjan msg k trg lah mata tu..
klu takda.. check insta..
ada ka dia like pic asfa..
or comment..
kalau takda..
tgok balik ws..
tgok status ws nyaa.. gik..
kalau masi sama..
k tutup phone.. sambung tido..
HAHAHAHAGA..

memang dr pg lh.. sampai mlm..
keja asfa kn.. klu bukan study..
tgok phone.. klu ada dia text..
klu asfa rindu gila3... asfa text ahh..
tp tu lah.. -_- selalu kena blutick jaa..
so, i dont want to take a risk jaa..
mmg slalu sakit arr hati klu di blutick..
mcm.. apa jaa lah dia buat nda bls kn..
tp kebanyakan masa ignore jaa..
klu bukan dia sibuk..
dia penat..
or dia malas..
tu lahh option yg slalu dlm pikirn..
so.. abaikn jaa lah..

its gonna be.. ma birthday soon..
asfa takut..
sbb blom pena gik asfa sambut birthday in relay.. asfa..
coz.. everybody goes whenever it turns to my birthday..

mau jaa birthday tahun ni..
amjan jd suami.. uhuk .. *-*
HAHAHAHA..
for my whole life lah..
im really wait for this birthday..
sbb tahun dia.. sama ngan tarikh asfa..
its just.. im scared..
coz with me..
if it turn to number 17..
it is neither..
a bad luck or a goodluck..
theres none in between..
but mostly its a bad lahhh..
i dont expect too much lah..
tahun lalu pun kena lupa birthday asfa.. apalagi taun ni kan?
theres no changes..
its just the time..
hee.. pa2 pun..
i hope i can love him longer..
i hope i can be his only girl in his world..
i hope he can see me as beautiful as his ever imagine.. and that picture of me.. will remain wif him.. till last..

you know.. guys..
when i first kenal amjan..
he told me everything about himself..
he did that.. so that i can accept him..
back then..
i see him..
i know.. he was scared bout his future..
he doesnt have confidence in him..
he just being him..
i just thought kan ...
i want this guy to smile again..
i want him to forget all bout his past..
i wont let him sad again..
everyone told me.. to stay by his side..
till last..
i dont want to see him..
in his past again..
he keeps his promises though..
skang ni.. jam 6 pagi dah..
nak kol.. but taklah..
esok dia kejaa..
he needs his sleep..
t lah kacau dia.. lepas jam 11am.. hee..
best nya kalau dpt pelok dia pagi2 ni ...
masuk dlm selimut.. hahahaha
hmmm... sayang abang amjanku..
hope lah.. dia sentiasa sihat..
makin comel..
hensem..
and semakin kuat..
hiyaakkk! hahahaha...
bye.. guys.
asfa nak tido hahahaha.. ❤
nak join abam amjan tido..
mohon jelez bahahahaha..
muah..

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