Friday, 11 November 2016

bukan mrh.. nasihat..

Dear diary..
its was a though day..
yeahh but thanks lahhh..
ada juaa... orang bg happy hahahaha
asfa mmg sedih gilaa lah but..
yahh he cheer me up..

actually.. i dont want to chat with anyone today.. if possible..
but i hv my exam tonight..
i want to call my mom.. to wish me ..
im afraid.. i might burst in tears..

so.. i chat him..
yeahh.. tbh i feel a lot better..
actually.. tiada pun org tau sal moyang meninggal..
asfa gitau amjan jaa..
asfa nemau confess ngn dorang..
yahh i like crying.. but not in front of people..

eventhough amjan mmg asfa kenal lahh ngn prangai dia kan..
kalau dia mls chat.. tu..
mmg nda lahh dia blas..hahaha
but tu lah.. amjan ni le dikatakan.. someone yg le diharap lahh..
muka diaa ganas cam rimau..
hatinya tu.. rabbit tu hahahahaha
ya baahhh nda caya.. belah lah hatinya.. tgok sendiri.. tp jgn lah belah betul2..
langkah lu myt ku.. sblum kw belah dia hahahahaha.. bongok

asfa nak kata sini yg..
amjan ni sentiasa ada.. whenever i need him..

td tuu tyme dia tanya..
if i mad if he chat wif another girl.. ?
hmmm mau tecabut juaa jantung tyme dia tanya camtu..
im just afraid jaa bh..
gegurl yg dia chat tu..
gonna be better than me..
yahh eventhough.. we know..
kalau jodoh org bilang.. x kemana kn..
but its still hurt bh..
bolelah chat.. but kawal lah.. hmm..
tuu jaa asfa le cakap.

tbh lahh..
mok dikatakan asfa ni chat ngan laki..
maw balas chat dorang pun asfa malas.. kalau darurat jaa lah.. baru asfa layan..
komen2 ka.. noti.. tu biasalah..
chat private tu.. mmg taklah.. kecuali dlm grup..
actually.. asfa selalu on ws.. bukan apa.. saja jaa nak tgok ws amjan.. tgok statusnya.. tgok last seen.. tgok chat lama... tuu jaa apps dia active.. haha..
maybe.. kaw tgok aq ni mcm sosial n friendly kali kan? trust me.. im even more silent than that..
coz im leaving the old me..
maybe ngan kaw jaa ni.. yg tetap..
kalau maw caya ka.. nda caya..
terserah jaa lahh..

i can only said is.. "im not perfect jan"..
if for me lahh.. i just obey the.. 80% n 20% rules.. tu jaa..
i wont leave u.. for just the 20% of weakness that u hv.. coz.. 80% that u gave me.. its already means everything wif me..

like u said..
never break ur trust..
trust me i wont..
otak ku.. kau belah cam tembikai..
mmg kaw jaa ada di dlm hahahaha
aku pun netau mana pegi bio.. maths n kimia ku.. hahahaha..
kw belahh ka.. kasi hancur.. kaw hiris2.. mmg kaw jaa jan..
okei jan? takecare jaa lah..
jangan kaw curang bongok.. gigit telinga mu tuuu.. kasi tolekk haha..
love u bongok hahaha..

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