Sunday, 16 October 2016

Jadikanlah dia yang halal bagiku..

Dear diary..
harini asfa exam..
and yeayyy i got a gudluck wish from ma beloved sii bongok hahahahaha

dia tu.. pantang cerita sal gunduts..
terus xda moodnya layan org..
walaupun dia tau aq tetap juga suka dia kalau dia gunduts.. lagi aq suka hahahaha.. so bole juga join dia jadi gundut bahahahaha.. tp tuu lah..
mau juga dia kurus hmm.. so tepaksalah buat mcm asfa ni maw dia kurus hmm.. whatever.. hhaha

tidur sua kali ni amjan..
dibuai mimpi sua kali dia..
mimpi gigi kali dia HAHAHAHAHA..
matilahh hahahaha..
hopefully gigi asfa dia mimpi..
ndabole gigi org laen hmm HAHAHAHAHA bongok.. k faa diam..
anuu baahhh..

i wanna make a wish bh ni..
tp kan.. nda berani cakap haha
i wish jan..
aq maw balas ketukan kw di kepala ku tu ariiiii!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHH aku maw balas!!!!! HAHAHA
nda bh jan.. i wish i can meet you..
please take me home jan.. with you..
u know.. lama dah asfa try stay ni..
stay sebab sayang kw bongok..
rindu gila nda jumpa kaw...
u want me to stay kan.. so i stay....
tp sebenarnya.. klu kaw tidak suruh pun.. aq tetap stay BAHAHAHAHA..
let me be ur stickable chewing gum..
that wont let u goooo.. unless..
u re the one who letting me...

asfa tau jan... kalau kita jumpa t..
maybe asfa tambah rindu..
yahhh coz thats always happen right?
just take care eh sanaa..
u hv become.. the greatest man that i ever had.. u re the best among the best.. klu org laen ndaa tgok.. biarlahhh aq tgok.. biarlahh dorg ndaa tgok.. so selamanya kaw milikku.. huahuahua..
btw.. kan.. kaw masi syg aq ka ya?
aq ndaa over bh ni kn?
u know.. soalan kaw td seramm..
hmmm.. jgn bh tanya soalan camtu..
u know.. i trust u so much..

asfa sedih juga sbnrnya.. amjan mok delete smua apps.. hmm
yalahhh kalu aq boring aq mw stalk sapaaaa? huaaaarghhh!!!
at least.. aq bole stalk kaw nahhh..
aq bole ss semua pic mu.. hahahaha
kasi jd wallpaper ku..
simpan d emel..
hmmm.. keja ku jan.. hahaha
and asfa rasa kan...
blog ku ni pun kw ndaa baca sudaa..
hahahahaha..
sbb pageview nya kosong dahh terus...
and aq perasan ni... rupanya kw jaa kali baca blog ku slama ni HAHAHAHAHA... sbb kn.. klu kw nda baca.. kosong jaa pageview nya.. hahaha..

i guess.. im really busy this week..
sbnrnya arini maw kol kaw..
tp takle.. sbb aq ada exam esok..
so lain kali lah...
i know.. amjan pun busy.. so..
maybe there will be no chats for us this week..
isnin- exam kimia
selasa- kelas sampai jam 4.. jam 4.30 training silat..
rabu- urus ptptn
khamis- ujian mandarin n earth science
.. ptg tu silat gik

u know.. silat ni..
eventhough.. benda ni sgt menyiksakan hidup asfa... asal mlm jaa round kg.e maw 5-8 round... bekaki ayam...
then lompat bintang 15 kali setiap perjumpaan... lepas tu.. training dr jam 8.30-11.30pm..

i need to do this..
sbb dlm hidup ni...
bukan hati jaa yg perlu kuat..
fizikal .. akal.. and tindakan pun kena kuat... so i join it and learn this in here..
i know its gonna be worth it..
and bole silat amjan kalu dia curang.. bagi "tendangan blkg.. bg buah doa n buah lujur" hiyaaaaakkkkk!
nda bahhhh.. i trust him...
he is ma teddy..
ma prince..
ma superman..
he wont go..
coz im her chewing gum.. hahahaha
i promise ... if he gonna be mine..
i mean.. bila dia dah halal dah utk asfa..
i will takecare of him..
i wont hurt him ..
just .. if i can beg.. or u need all of treasure for being with him.. i will give it.. just.. please.. let me be with him..

like i said..
im gonna be in ward.. if he leaving..
yahh coz i know.. its gonna be hurt through ma soul..
i cant imagine it.. who i will be..

as for now..
i just gonna do.. like he said..
study.. and always think bout my priority.. yahh i will do it..
hmmn.. tears fall down ma cheeks rn.. hahahaha.. budu

for now.. let just hope for the best..
kita merancang Allah yg tentukan..
"jika umurku masih panjang...
mampukanlah juga hubungan ni berkekalan.. dan sehingga kami menjadi halal.. hingga ke jannah" amiin..

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