Sunday, 30 October 2016

hold it once.. let it last

Dear diary..
its.. 6 days to go.. for my 9th monthsarry wif him..

yalaahhh mmg lah tak sambut..
saja jaa suka ingat..
hmm.. amjan dah uninstall dh wc..
oke.. tmbh bekurg tmpt stalk hm..
so.. ada dua sua tmpt meluah.. haha
twitter satu.. wechat satu..
ndaa suka ganggu dia d ws..
kalau asfa type "amjan"
then dia kata.. "napa?".. neh terus jammed.. hahahahaha..
terus hilg semua soalan mok d tanya..
terbang sua semuaa..

btw.. u know what im doing?
asfa p baca post paling first yg asfa post sal amjan...
dunno.. i just thought kan..
wow.. byknyaa hahahaha..
napa arr telampau addict ngn dia ni?
bayangkan bahh.. sblum tanggal 7/2/2016 tuu kan.. langsung lah.. tiada pa2 bg asfa..
lol.. tgok mukanya pun asfa nemau bahahaha.. pa lagi postnyaa d wc.. bahahahaha.. sandi..
and kan dulu.. klu dia comment d wc.. mmg nda dilayan lah bah.. hadoiiii
sekarg.. comment nya paling ditunggu..
picnyaa di save..
recordingnyaa.. jd fav di ws n wc..
and all of his post.. asfa like..

and.. i just wonder...
where have u been jan?
napa baru muncul tyme 2016?
ouhh yaa.. maybe.. asfa blom guna spec tyme tu hahahahaha..

amjan..
he is the guy.. who had heard me cried out loud at night..
the guy who had always make a smile on ma face..
the guy will always call me bongok for the rest of ma life.. hahahaha..
diaa lah ni.. diaa..
MOHD HAMZAN JAMALUDIN
lahir tanggal 20/6/1996
nampak dr jauh cam doraemon..
sekali kaw tgok dekat.. nehhh cam muka superman..
selama hampir 9 bulan relay ngan dia kan.. bole dikira juaa lah.. tyme dia sweet.. and romantic..
kalau dia main.. kaw main..
kalau serius.. so serius..
and.. if klu dia mok buat.. dia buat..
klu ndaa.. ndalah tu dia buat..
contoh.. asfa minta vid..
sampai skrg xda dia bagi hahahaha
ni anak ni.. romantiknya lain..
kalau biasanya bui2..
dia bg coklat ka.. hadiah ka ngn gegurl nya.. ni anak ni.. ndadalah dia bg..
hahahaha.. tp its okey lahh..
asal asfa dpt hadiah dpt tawaran jd wife dia.. oke sua tu.. HAHAHA

kadang amjan ni ada masa juaa dia mok sweet2 ..
hmmm.. nda bole layan juaa rasa rindu kan, sbb byk lg prkara mau dipikir..
sangat besyukur lahh dapat jumpa dia tyme asfa balik aritu..
sbb tulah last jumpa km for this year..
im enjoying myself much sit-ing.. right beside him for less than 15 minutes..
stare at him.. chat wif him.. hear his voice.. his real one.. see him wif my own four eyes..

im just holding up rindu for about 3 months.. since raya..
and meeting him just really make me feel a lot better now..
yeahh its like craving satisfied..
and u know guys?
i wont let any girl take ma bui..
naaa ahhh.. no no no!
HAHAHAHA.. unlesslahh..
if i go first.. so, just gonna meet him in jannah..
sbb kan.. sayang bh to let go..
i dunno if he ever feel regret to hv me as his gf..
sbb asfa annoying bh..
slalu buat masalah..
selalu overthink..
and really cant control my jealousy..
i hope lahh he knows why im acting like that hmm.. i just love him
kalau asfa tak syg.. asfa takkan kesah hm..

this love will never change..
coz its feel so real in the inside..
its too deep now..
too deep to let go..
so.. im gonna hold ur hand real tight till the end.. that my promise.. ❤

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