Saturday, 22 October 2016

amjan sepet..

Dear diary..
yeaterday was such a dream..
i guess i might faint when i see him..
maiGADDD!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA..
memangg macam mw belari jaa ni tyme tgok diaa .. yaa ampun nasib i behave HAHAHAHAHA.. ayu faa.. kena ayu.. hadoi hahahahaha..

actually.. i feel so dizzy gila subuh tu..
sbb smlm nya asfa migraine..
then ngam2 semalam.. accident bas tu ngn keta proton..
alhamdulillah.. oke jaa lah semua..
but kepala asfa ni.. tehentak kat penjuru tingkap bas tu.. sbb asfa tido mengiring ke knn kn.. arah tingkap..
benjol syak lah.. but serious pening gilaa..

subuh tu.. tyme mok sampai..
mmg rasa besalah maw kol dia..
macam maw kol mcam ndaa.. huarghh..
then last2 kol juga dia tyme limpas sri indah dah..

but.. netau berapa kali kol baru dia angkat.. uhuukk..
macam maw menangis jua lah.. tyme dia nda angkat kol.. sbb siapa maw amek kan.. then yg paling seram..
tyme tetiba ni ada laki jln kaki menuju arah asfa.. seram gila muka laki tu.. i guess his on his 20s kot..
tyme tuu mmg.. bezikir berabis ni..
nemau tu laki ganggu.. klu ndaa silat jaa.. seram gila ihh..
but rupanya.. laki tu p masjid.. hahaha..
alhamdulillah im safe..
asfa tunggu amjan.. for about 15 mins lah gitu..
and im freezing there..
but im still waiting..
perasaan gembira dlm hati tuu mok jumpa amjan.. menghangatkn bdn asfa.. ciaaaaaaa.. bongok!!! HAHAHAHAHA
sudalah faa.. nda juga amjan cair dh dgr kata2 mu kahkahkah..

when the first tyme lah jumpa amjan kemarin.. i see him.. yeah finally i met him..
tbh.. i really hate wearing my spec that time.. but can.. semata maw tgok amjan ngn lebih clear.. i need a help from ma spec.. HAHAHA..
and yeah.. i see him clearly..
sbb maybe dia baru bgun.. mata dia sepet.. i guess his wearing baju hitam.. pakai seluar pendek.. ohh barusan asfa x tgok sampai kaki hahahaha.. coz im amaze with his face.. HAHAHAHA.. so focus with his face.. hahaha..

as i said kan.. i miss his morning voice.. yeahh sbb hensem suara nyaa tyme pagi tu bahahahaha..
oh ya.. the sunrise..
he said he didnt see the sunrise..
but he didnt asks.. why i notice the sunrise..
coz.. when i see him kan.. the sunrise was his background that time..
its so nice to see..
and yah baru perasan.. eventhough bulu mata amjan tu pendek..
but seriously.. melentik gila bulu mata diaa.. ya ampun kalah bulu mataku..
kuangajoo..

and.. like always..
i dunno apa yang kami becerita sepanjang perjlnn balik tu hahaha..
silent jaa kot..
tyme sampai depan umah tu..
hmm tahan diri jaa nda pelok dia..
tu lah sal kluar cepat2 HAHAHAHA..
t habis anak orang kena pelok..
hahaha..

and besyukur jugalah..
finally.. i can give him his gift..
his jersey tu.. okey asfa sua pelok berabis.. hahahaha so if somehow lah kan he miss me.. he can hug his jersey bahahahaha.. budu ..
nda bah.. its just a remindet jaa lah..
that im always with him..
for the dreamcatcher..
a reminder that he can always achieve his dreams.. whatever it is.. and yeah.. im always gonna support you..
and for the drawings..
"jan.. u re always the best in my eyes"
yeah i cant let u see u trough my eyes.. but i hope i can let u see it through my drawings..

sorrylah.. thats all that i can give..
its just a simple gift..
miss you so much jan..
hahahahaha..
love you ❤

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