Wednesday, 7 September 2016

our 7th

Dear diary..
today is our 7th monthsarry..
kecewa tu adalah sikit coz abg lupa smlm.. perasan sgt lah yg dia lupa benda tu.. sbb biasanya asal monthsarry abg yg slalu wish first..
and tepat... midnight dia wish..
asfa tau dia buzy... and tgh rushing ngn masa nya.. his study hours..
mmg x heran lahh kalu dia lupa..

asfa tunggu dia wish first smlm..
but dia kata dia busy..
yalahhh.. asfa tau mmg abg busy..
but at least.. on this special day..
i want u on my own..
rasa selfish yg membuak2 dlm hati..

and then later..
he said.. i can call him..
tyme tuu maybe diaa rasa asfa marah..
mmg marah pun sebenarnya..
sedih jugaa.. but siapalaj asfa mok judge dia kan?.. btw i love him..
mmg rasa x patutlahh marah sebab dia skang sedang bejuang utk masa dpnnya.. so.. i call him..

we spend the night together lastnight..
asfa tau dia letih ...
disbbkn selfish asfa ni.. dia layan jugaa.. mmg rasa besalah jugaa plus happy..
happy coz.. dapat dgr suaranyaa..
dapat.. dgr suaranya ketawa..
dapat dengar dia panggil asfa syg..
sweetest moments lahh..
eventhough lama gilaa x jumpa..
but asal calling jaa.. rasa mcm date jaa mlm tu ngan diaa..

im just addicted to him now..
and i know.. he knows bout this too..
and his recordings.. n pictures..
are just my treasures..
deep in my soul..
theres always him..
ehhh sedih pulak tetiba..
bila ingat semuaa kenangan kami..
dr bulan dua sampai skang..

i just wanna be the best girl that he ever had...

i just wanna be the girl who he proud to have...

coz.. he the best man i ever had rn..
no othet words thay can describe my feelings for him..
i love him too much..
i just can give him my heart..
my soul.. for him to be happy..

coz his happiness just whay i need..
nothing more important than that..
"i love amjan, im always do"
happy monthsarry abg ❤




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