Wednesday, 6 July 2016

bisikan hati ~

Dear diary...
u won't know what will happen in the future.. so , why hoping so much?
why worried so much faa? why missing so much? why faa?

sehari.. ni
asfa ketawaaa jaa ..
happy jaa.. ceriaa jaa..
selfiee.. welfiee.. mknn.. minuman..
kuih.. biskut.. semua asfa sapu..
but still wehhh.. hati ttp rasa kosong..
nak chat pun mcm~
post pun.. hemmm~

rindu eh ngan amjan..
and I'm wearing that shirt..
my *black* T-shirt that I used to wear it.. when I wanna meet him..
Im hugging him with this shirt..
I'm holding his hands..
and laughs with him..
going out wif him..

donno lah.. tshirt tu dah jd byk kengn dahh.. and tyme T-shirt tuu Kakak nk pinjam.. I won't let anyone.. or anything to touch it..
suka jaa bygkn tyme peluk T-shirt tu..
mcm dpt juaa pelok diaa..

sedih eh~
napa sedih?
entahlahh.. maybe asfa xle terima kenyataan jaa kot...
yup reality.. bout my life..
what past n future..

selalu juaa lahh.  tepikir..
benda kecil camni jaa pun aq bole nangis..
and... tefikir balik ayat td~
benda kecil ke ni? kecil bg kauu..
but sgt besarr eh buatku..

pena tepikir? why my last wish ..
was about hugging him?
sayang.. I just want you to remember that .. whatever happens .. I'm always here.. so dont be sad.. I'm gonna be always here.. waiting you..
memang rasa nak menangis juaa lahh tyme hug dia.. but..
hati kena kuat kan?
supaya dia just jugakk..

k laahh dahlahhh..
kekadang letih jugak pikir semua benda ni... hurmmm..
#sabar

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