Sunday, 26 June 2016

that sweet moments..

Dear diary..
its another sundate wif him again..
glad to see him.. and met him in person..
sebab dari semlm pikir.. jaa cmna lhh.
nak jumpa dia.. but akhirnyaa dapat juaa jumpaa kesayangan.. he he

yang lucu.. tyme nak jumpa dia..
asfa sempat pinjam eyeliner.. ngn Kakak.. but maybe amjan tak perasan..
hahahaha.. sbb donno nih.  malu diaa tengok muka asfa..
kami tgok muka sesama kami.. tyme selfie jak.. hahahaha..
asfa guna lipstick juaa tu..
and maybe dia x perasan juaa haha..
asfa guna benda tuu.. sbb takut tak dapat jumpa diaa tyme raya.. and maybe this is the last tyme kami jumpa..
sblum diaa jln..
that's why.. I put a lot of effort to see him..
this is my first time.. in my whole life..
I met a guy.. who is my boyfriend..
coz I never date a guy before.. third tyme.. hahaha..
hidup nerd memeh gitu..
barusannn jaa ni.. bekapel ngan kesayangan ni.. jd nakal sua hahaha..

and .. donno lah.. part nak balik umah.. tadi.. macam sebak gilaa jaa ni hati.
macam takle jaa lepaskan tgn diaa.. takmau kuar dari kereta .. nemau asfa pulang..
but smh.. kena jugaak kan...
and.. sampai skang ni hati.. masi dupdapdupdap hahahaha..
malu asfaaa wehhh..
btw.. tenang juaa lah hati..
akhirnyaa hajat hati tecapai..

pestyme nihh dikasi camtu..
wow.. too many firstyme haha..
that's why lah..
I said.. its gonna be really hurts..
if maybe one day.. we breakup..
its gonna be more hurts than the second one.. and even can't be forgotten than the first one..

and like I said ...
I can't accept him as a friend anymore I guess.. coz.. he meant a world to me..
and I'm afraid.. if we be friends..
I can't move on.. and can't control myself anymore.. that's really hurts..
and there's will never be another man.. after him.. as my "couple" ... and.. this blog?
gonna be off .. maybe..

so.. let's hope for the best for this relay..
I won't givup..
and I will keep wif my promise..
love you sayang.. ❤

~sundate~
26 june

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