Thursday, 12 May 2016

problems.. and happiness

Dear diary..
sometimes.. kan terfikir jugaklah..
hows my future going to be like?
am I still wif him?
or ...
no one knows ...

result sebulan gik kuar...
result upu.. result spa.. netau bila..
umm.. setiap kali tgok Abah n ibu
rasa sedih jak... I just donno how to help them.. result asfa gik.. yg netau brp..
I'm just hope for the best..

tadi pun.. tyme solat bejemaah sama²...
rasa besyukur ni.. Abah.. ibu... Kakak n adik masi hidup gik... sedih eh ..
mok bygkn perasaan kazen² asfa yg dh takda ibu... n Abah tu.. mmg sedih lah..
that's why.. I'm doing my best.. to make them happy..

and sometimes.. they r arguing bout their job.. and when that happen.. I will just put on  my earphone..
I just can't hear it.. it just make me cry..
hurmmm.. setakat ni... asfa cuma bole bedoa jak... that's all..

hurmm.. what am I going to do....?
tyme kecik.. x pyh weh fikir camni..
ni dah umo 20 dah..
too much to think..!!!

emmm.. hahahaha tiba² mengalir ni airmata.. 😅...
bila kau setia sangat.. kan
byk benda kau akan fikir..
dia setiaka?
dia jujurka?
dia masi syg kau ka?
sbb kau setia kan?
smua perasaan ni.... akan menggangu kau... coz u love him so much...
yahhh asfa .. that's u..
I just want to shout out loud.. in his ears..that I love him..
yahhh mmg lahh ada jugak kwn laki asfa .. mcm nk bekenalan smua apa...
hahahha.. but bruh..
pickup line kaw x menjadi dah..
" beauty lies in the eyes of beholder"
it means.. only the people who u fall in love with.. can make u feel melting with his words.. and thats what happen with me..asal klu mcm laki len wat or ckp camtu.. mcm menyampah jak dgr 😂
tp kalu amjan yg ckp.. hahaha
sampai direcord.. setiap mlm mesti dgr 😂
asfaaaaaaa..... gila kau bongok;!!
tyme aritu pun.. amjn kata..
"if we r not meant to be together.. please move on faa.."
sentap weh.. terkeduu jak...
asfa blom ready.. 😢
and i think I will never ready for that..
and I can't promise u that..
u r just like my.. world now.
my whole universe.. its u Jan..

I hope lah... abam amjan.. untuk capai segala impiannya...
even though.. muka nya rock hensem ..
hatinya murni gilaaa..
yaaahh sometimes.. dia kasar jugak lah..
but.. I know.. he don't mean it..
mmg untunglah pempuan ... kalu dpt diaa.. and I hope .. that girl will always be me..
amjan bukan plastik weh.. biasanya kalu lelaki yg asfa kenl.. perangai nya x sama ngn dirinya yg sbnr.. they trying to be someone else..
but amjan ... nope..
it's him.. the real him.. that's what I like bout him..
amjan.. trust me eh..
love u.. my prince ...😘

sometimes.. we just need to appreciate...
with all the people.. and things that happen with us..
either.  we learn from it..
or just let it kills us .
let's work together eh..
let our tears.  be out happiness.  in the future..
amjan.. u re mine 😘
night people.. 

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