Thursday, 26 May 2016

missing u

Dear diary..
sakitnya badan.. sakitnya otak.. sakitnya hati..

bila kau telampau biasa.. meluah ngn
someone.. but in the end..
they change a lot..
yahhh dia penah berubah jugak..
sbb salah asfa..
and asfa x expect dah.. bole jd camni..
nak kol pon.. xda mood jugak..
nothing to say..

I'm trying to be strong.. even though I'm already died in the inside..
nobody knows..

every night.. I'm wishing to see the brightest star.. near the moon..
but.. perhaps.. I can't see it anymore..

bosan dan sunyi setiap malam..
netaulah.. bole dpt jumpa dia ke tak..
kalu x dpt.. entahlah nak jd camna dah..
I can't handle it anymore..
my tears.. hurts..
its hurt so bad..
bila baca conv yg lama²
mcm mok kuar jak kan airmata..
bnding conv skang. telampau byk last seen..
asfa cuma rindu jak..
tak salahkn amjan pon..
niat amjan tu baik..
its a good thing..
rindu nak manja dgn dia...
asfa xle lah buat benda tu ngn sua skang.. sbb dia telampau penat n busy..
sedih jak eh.. sampai skang asfa x dapat luahkn isI hati asfa...

asfa dah xda selera makan dah.. parents pon mcm shock.. tgok perangai asfa pelik dah...
makan bekal pon x abis.. dua tiga sudu syak.. netau lah selera mkn dh kemana..
hati terlalu sakit eh..
sampai semua benda x ngam..

susah dh.. nak tgok dia gelak..
senyum pon tak kot...
menangis gila tyme dpt call dari dia...
lama dh tak dengar suaranya..
but.. tulah.. mcm awkward dh..
Tanya kabar.. dn kesihatan.. then off phone..

dia mcm byk masalah..
so asfa xnak lah.. tambah masalah dia..
I'm just can be his supporter.. thats all..
it just.. so many changes now..
takut jak.. lama2 asfa sendiri yg tukar perangai..

tapi percayalah.. cinta asfa kat amjan..
takkan pernah pudar..
percayalah.. ❤
asfa netau lah.. kalau kat amjan..
asfa susah dh nak faham amjan sekarang.. maybe he need time..

its okay then..
asfa akan tunggu.. sampai amjan.. dlm keadaan baik and stabil dh...
love u amjan.. ❤

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