Tuesday, 3 May 2016

him..

Dear diary..
its 3th may.. today..
asfa baru balik dr hantar resume..he he
hopefully dpt lah keja tu.. 😊
sbb takut tambah gemuk jak asfa kalu stay umah jak..

tau tak.. yeah I'm really afraid of losing amjan ...
and with our condition... its frightened me more.. I think bout it.. everyday.. n every night.. " how to keep this relay.. and how to maintain it.. everysec of my life"... setiap bgun pagi .. n setiap nak tido jak..mesti fikir benda tu..

and thanks to amjan lah...
he make me trust him more...
donno ni.. setiap hari.. jatuh cinta ngan dia... aisshhhh sweet sgt jugak amjan ni eh.. balik² kasi melting ... 😂
yeah.. perangai dia x sudaaa mcm dulu..
I love him more now..
bukan maksud asfa.. asfa x suka dia dulu.. nope.. not like that.. I just love him more now..
mungkin lahhh sbb dulu.. kami blom memahami.. antara satu sama lain kan ... and we just understand each other now..
biasanyaakn.. amjan suka mejok..
and.. kalu mcm da something wrong jak ... dia akan badmood...
yeahh.. sometimes.. I'm just feeling sad..
he calls me bongok kn.. haritu diaa bad mood.. so.. asfa terasa lah situ..
but.. u know me.. I'll never tell anybody.. that I'm sad.. till I can't hold it myself.. and cry out loud..
bukanlah asfa nak ungkit.. but ..
cuma besyukur jak lah...
he change better..
he keep me smile everyday now..
and all the memories with him.. just make me love him more...
can I meet him for the second time?
can I? I just want to tell him..
that I love him... and I keep missing him more.. everyday..
I love u amjan..
cant wait.. for our 3rd month.. together..
love u..

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