Tuesday, 24 May 2016

disaster..

Dear diary...
hahahahaha.. disaster..
hahahahhaha... happy nya asfa hari ni..
macam semua benda x kena...
happy kan?
happy kaw faa? gembira sangat faa? ketawalah faa.. hahahha ketawa gik..
ketawalah faa.. kata happy..

happy.. kan? bila.. semua benda jadi huru hara..
keluarga kau.. keja kau.. even ... yg kau relay kau pun.. hahahaha..
happy.. sgt...

weeehhhh..!!! sakit weh !!!
takda org faham ker?
awal pagi... dr subuh.. lagi
dh dpt kabar berita.. yg amat sedih nak mampos...
org yg kau sayang dh pegi..
and then tgh hari.. pasal keja kau..
belambak.. kat tempat keja..
and at night.. ur bui... pon?

kau menangis pon faa.. xda jugak org di dunia ni kesah.. kau nangis gilaa.. dlm kereta.  dlm keaadan gelap pon.. xda jugak org nampak.. if kau pegi keja esok mata mu bengkak pon... hahahaha
org pikir.. maybe kw telebih tido..
that's life faa...

I know amjan.. sibuk.. dia dh gitau dh...
if asfa text dia pon.. mungkin sbb asfa sedih or rindu dia jak..
so... napa pulak dia pikir mcm²?
asfa dh gitau dah.. asfa akan setia..
asfa syg dia jak... nak ke asfa kena ingatkn hari²? tak muak meh?
asfa mmg selalu post sal amjan..
but not all of my post bout him..
its sometime bout my works.. or family.. dh dua kali dh camni..
actually post tu.. " tak mengharap dah" bout my work.. gaji dia x byk.. but kerjanya byk Sgt.. sampai sakit otak pikir.... so asfa x lah sudah memgharap nak gaji byk.. asfa nak sgt explain kat amjan.. but if asfa gitau pon.. blom tentu dia caya or tak..

asfa mmg jenis org yg suka tunjuk perasaan.. but if I'm mad or hurts.. asfa x kan tunjuk.. weh..
but I will tell him..
I had promised him..

hahahahaha.. basah dh phone.. gara2 airmata.. xlama rosak..
dah lah Faa.. hope the best jak esok..
keep strong!! its part of ur life..
yg lepas tu lepas lah.. lupakan jk lah..

I guess lah.. amjan.. blom kenal gik asfa cam mn..maybe lah he think that I'm just the same girl.. like her ex's..
berapa kali pon asfa gitau yg asfa ni x da layan laki lain.. but dia akan tetap jugak akan pikir benda sama..
diaaa busy.. pon.. sampai x layan.. asfa sehari ... dua hari.. asfa tetap jugak tunggu text dia... he just donno.. how much I love him.. hopefully lah.. he can feel .. what I feel rn....
but he won't..
yahhh asfa tau mmg dia busy.. bukan nak salhkn dia... cuma tu lah..
I love him so much.. ❤
yelaahh.. at least.. puas dh hati sikit meluah d blog.. netau nak express kat siapa.. so.. just keep it silent..
gudnight guys..

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