Thursday, 5 May 2016

blessed...

Dear diary..
its 5th of May tonight..
and there's only one more day left..

I really have a high hope on this relay.. 😞 .. I just wanna stay wif him..
I will protect him.
I will take care of him..
I will make him smile..
happy.. and always be there for him..
just please.. let us be together.. till the end... pedulik lah bhaa apa mok jadi..
asfa mok jugak ngn amjan..😭

urmm.. hopefully asfa x muntah gik...😞
serik dah asfa p tempat tu...
hopefully.. next week lah yg last skali asfa pegi.. and nemau dah sakit.. 😭
sakit dah perut muntah terus..
I hope.. I'm fine.. hurmm..

umm.. amjan..
tido dah diaa kot...
no sayang.. I just miss our voice..
nii pun post blog.. sambil dgr recording amjan.. I just.. donno what to say..
it's just.. thinking of u everyday.. just makes me .. happy..
yeah sayang.. syg dah buktikan dh ..
u re loyal.. u re kind.. caring.. loving.. responsible.. cute.. 😅❤ and so much more..
sayang sgt serious dlm hubungan ni...
mmg beza sgt ngn ex asfa..
and even though.. u re a guy..
but syg.. jaga jugak batas pergaulan syg ngn asfa... walaupun asfa slalu gedik.. n manja ngn syg.. yeahh u have ur limit..
and that's what I like bout u..
syg x jugak lah senakal yg asfa bygkn.. sblom kapel ngn syg ...

hahahaha.. kalu ingat TB.. bout us..
mmg lucu gilaaa.. dua2 mcm x mok mengaku.. tp last² amjan jugak yg mengalah.. hahaha thank u syg...

selama hampir tiga bulan ngn syg ni..
byk Jugak lah asfa dpt..
salah satunya.. asfa dpt kenal ngn kak Manda.. yeah.. mmglah pes² tu...
asfa mmg benci kat dia...
but in the end.. dh rapat ngn dia dah .. 😂.. btw thanks to her lah.. coz being supportive..  to me..

then.. selama ngn amjan kan...
asfa dapat belajar jadi matured jugak..
yeah.. having a relay with him kan...
amjan ni anak sulung.. so.. dia byk ingtkn asfa ngn Kakak Asfa..
yeah I know.. he want to be the best..
and want his parents proud of him someday.. yeah that's all of us wanted right? and I like him being like that..
how he treat me.. like his sister.. hahahaha.. kinda cute.. how he cared of my food.. my health.. even though.. I never take care of my self..
selalunya.. asfa hantam jak mkn..
but now.. kalu x mkn.. teingat eh amjan.. t dia tanya dh mkn ke blom 😂
matilaah hahahaha.. mesti kena marah gik...

and.. guys.. sometimes..
he will be so sweet.. and made my heart melt.. 😂.. yeahhh.. perasan tak...asfa kata " sometimes"... ?
yahh sometimes.. jak dia sweet.. bukan hari².. like romeo n Juliet 😂...
kami maybe mcm tom n jerry jak kekadang.. 😂.. kdg² manja.. kadg² annoying hahahaha..
yahh asfa mmg dh biasa dah... dulu ex asfa slalu bg morning wish.. night wish.. yup sweet mmg.. but ngn amjan.. mmg lah jarang dapat.. hahahaha.. but if he do it.. mmg sweet gila eh...
yeah.. he had that romance n sweetness.. but he will not show it..
until he want it .. that's amjan..
and setiap kali dia bg morning wish..
I will snap it hahahaha
sbb jrg.. dpt kan .. so kalu dpt tuu nak tgok jak selalu.. hahahaa..

its just guysss..
asfa rasa besyukur sangat dapat kenal amjan.. yeahh at first.. tu penah jugak stalk diaa.. but haahaha xda interest pon tyme tuu kat dia gik ..
but now.. pantang sehari x stalk..
balik2 fikir..
amjan tgh buat apa sekarang?
amjan.. dgn siapa sekarang?
amjan sihat ke tak?
amjan dah makan ke tak?
amjan rehat ke tak?
amjan ingat asfa ke tak?
amjan rindu asfa ke tak?
amjan dah balik ke tak?
amjan okey ke tak?
........so on..
setiap hari.. tuuu lah soalan.. yg asyik² beputar dlm pikiran. ni.. hahahaha
mcm suami dah kn..?
amiin.. insyaallah 😘

asfa netau lah.. amjan baca ke tak blog asfa... my tweet bout him.. my post..
my tag.. hahahaha ...yah I just donno..
maybe sometimes.. he just so busy...
I just need to understand him..

love u sayang ... ❤
take care..
Jan❤faa
#forever

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