Wednesday, 18 May 2016

2nd day

Dear diary...
its my second day teaching today..
yeah.. its better than yesterday..
asfa smakin rapat ngan cikgu² yg lain..
with the students..
and also the surroundings..

yahhh.. its really tiring..
bangun jam 4.30am stiap pagi..
than balik keja jam 5.30pm..
everyday.. and fikir gaji nya.. all the activities.. r not worth it!!!
x berbaloi...

actually.. reason asfa nak keja ni .. bcoz.. I want to get busy..
I want to collect money.. from now..
yahhh every month.. Abah akan bg gaji jugak.. and setiap kli asfa balik keja.. Abah akan.. suwuh asfa stop keja..
but its not me lah.. if I start it...
I need to end it... by myself..
and I like the challenges..

and reason lain.. pula SBB.. asfa bosan dh tinggal umah...
with the same routine..
everyday.. every night..
rutin biasa asfa..
buka jak Mata.. tgok phone..
text amjan..
mencuci Kain..
tidooooo
makan....
lipat Kain..
susun Kain..
text amjan gik..
malam.. tido..
and ulang balik dr atas..
walaupun lahhh karisma ni..
terok lah jugakk.. kedekut jugakk
but.. I like how.. I work..
I can help the poor.. someone who need me..


this are.. some of pictures.. taken during recess..
hhahaha.. my favorite.. hangout..
cute2 jak budak2 sini...mcm nak gigit2 jak...
btw.. guys..
I miss amjan eh....
minggu ni.. diaaa busy..
asfa pon busy...
ehhhhh...!!!!! gilak!!!
semalam pon.. netau lah..mcm dia mejok jak .. 
actually asfa sbnrnya nak keja sbb nak kurgkn over think.. 
bout amjan.. bout my family.. bout my future.. I hate thinking bout future..
its make stress!!!!
jannnnn! I miss you!!!!
mau jak kn kau nak mengadu.. smua masalah kau... rasa gembira kau... kasihsyg kau... but hhahaha like nobody care.. ni pun ari kedua.. demam..
sbb flu.. but kena jugak keja esok..
hahahahaha hebat hidup kau.faaa..

buat masa ni..nak fokus one thing at a time.. yaaahhh I know amjan.. I need to understand u ... ur condition
yeah I'm fine.. with that..
but bruh.... hurmmm 
its just sometimes.. I miss u too much..
its hurt so bad.. 
sedih.. lahh mmg sedih... 
but nak buat apa kan?
yelah guys.. gonna go..
its just I'm afraid... 
" that someone might make me happy when he's gone" or " someone make him happy when I'm not wif him" 
hahgahaha bongok kau faa
k baiii gonna go.. keja esok..

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